This weekend i was able to go on the CSF fall retreat. I didn't quite have the right attitude as we loaded the buses on Friday. I had a lot going on that past week with school and such, and the next week looked just as hectic. I had been really stressed out and hadn't slept well that past week, and not gonna lie... i just wanted to sleep in on Saturday, and i really didn't want to wake up at the butt crack of dawn for breakfast and worship. But I said to myself, I haven't missed a CSF retreat yet, and i don't plan on starting this year. Not to mention Jessica was going on the retreat and I would have been lonely at home alone if I didn't go.Looking back, I'm so glad I didn't give into temptation and not go. This past weekend did more for my 'mental' state than anything else. For the first time in a while, I laughed and not like a hey this is sorta funny so imma laugh cause everyone else is laughing. But i legit laughed for a good ten minutes. I am so thankful for the friends that God has placed in my life this year. I honestly could not imagine my life without my friends at CSF.
I also love being in the mountains. The mountains make me remember what it is like to be a child again. When there are not as many stresses in life. I always feel at home in the mountain and at peace with life. Something about sitting in a rocking chair on a porch overlooking a breath taking view just gives me chills.As I was sitting in a rocking chair this weekend looking out of this absolutely breath taking view I had to wonder, how can someone not believe that there is a God, and that he created this all for us.
I believe that is all i have to ramble about today!
