Maybe i just expect to much from people. I don't know. maybe i do. Is it so much for me to just want to spend one night with some friends, instead of sitting at home all day alone, because i'm just an after thought. this is why i never make plans more than 4 hours in advance, because people just break them, and i get dissappointed. I know disappointment is a part of life, but it really shouldn't be every time plans are made.